As we peered off the back of the catamaran & watched the fireworks blossom & boom over the hill at Longreach Bay, Rottnest Island, my mind & spirit lingered, like the gunpowder that drifted over the sea… what would 2024 bring?
Believe it or not I was petrified stepping into this new year. Living by faith & not by sight is hard yakka I tell ya. When you know Gods plan is probably 100% not what you were thinking or hoping it to turn out to be, it’s kinda terrifying. But also extremely exciting… it just takes a little trust & faith to let go of trying to control it.
“In their hearts humans plan their course, but the Lord establishes their steps.” Proverbs 16:9
After 3 months in Indonesia sailing around the more remote & untouched islands of Sumba, Savu & Rote, to then the indigenous communities in the Pilbara desert- Marapikurrinya & Nyiyaparli … coming home to Christmas & new years on Rotto, where what seems like the rich of Perth lounge & liaise, was a tad bit of a culture shock.
When you’re thrown from the hot desert & the incomprehensible reality of 9 year olds sniffing petrol, suicidal hangings, & young girls roaming the streets to escape the violence & horrors of home; into the starkly juxtaposed world of crystal clear, turquoise blue waters & 21 year olds with $200,000 boats competing to voice their music & social status in the world renowned tourist attraction off of Perth- that just happened to be a prison for the Aboriginal people for almost 100 years… you kind of don’t know what to do with yourself, except weep & wail at the extremely contrasted levels of human realities that are being lived & experienced all over the world right now as we speak.
A once beautiful, thriving, intelligent culture & people so connected to country & self-identity, to a people & nation stripped bare, imprisoned & exiled from their land & way of life.
How fortunate I’ve been to grow up in such privileged living circumstances & a loving family. The hardest thing for majority of us middle class white fellas is escaping the rat race of the 9-5 & finding our own personal happiness & fulfilment. We all chase the dream in one form or another. For years I have chased the dream of surf, travel & meeting new people through creative endeavours & outlets. It has taken me to some of the most beautiful places on the planet, and with each place, it always comes back to the people.
With the many adventurous opportunities that this year was offering: working for Christian Surfers 3 days a week on the magazine & creative media, time back sailing around Indo with Sail4Purpose, documenting a surf / adventure ministry in Lombok, jumping onboard the folks catamaran sailing past the Bluff & Gnaraloo- surfboard in hand, being immersed in a beautiful thriving community of like-minded people & the stunning beaches & bays of Margaret River; you’d think, ahhh, you’d be stupid not to step into that! That’s livin the dreammmm barry!
Well guess what, God has better plans.
And it may not look anything like we expected them to, but we can have peace in that… “just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways, & my thoughts higher than your thoughts.” Isaiah 55:9
Also, it’s not about us…
So, when a full time job working for the same Aboriginal organisation I’d just spent the past month with came up, I ummed & arred, and wrestled with what to do. Me- in a full-time job living in Port Hedland… ha, ya joking! The hardest thing for me has always been being patient & waiting on the Lord. I just get so excited & say yes or jump into everything, but there is great beauty & blessing in saying no & waiting on the Lord.
“Wait on the LORD: Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.” Psalm 27:14
One week later back in Perth I caught up with a beautifully inspiring friend who was once running spiritual retreats in the ‘new age’ scene and has strongly come to Christ & given her life to Jesus. She presented me with another opportunity to go back to Indonesia & document / shoot what the Lord is doing in that village, and again, getting to surf, drink coconuts & chat with the locals. It’s wild, the whole time my heart was saying nahhhh- I really have no desire to go back to indo, surf, drink coconuts & document a super fruitful ministry. It’s just not my heart’s desire anymore to shoot content. As we were praying together to finish up the picnic & the blessing of getting to see each other, she mentioned she saw an image of the Aboriginal kids surfing up north. For me that was enough. As she left, I sat down on the grass & in a state of tiredness said: “alright Lord, where do you want me?” I opened my bible straight to this:
“You are not being sent to a people of obscure speech and strange language, but to the people of Israel— not to many peoples of obscure speech and strange language, whose words you cannot understand.” Ezekiel 3:5-6
HA, whaaat. Cya later Indo. I am not fluent in their language. I may know a little & love learning it, but it is still obscure & strange to my ears.
“And he said to me, “Son of man, listen carefully and take to heart all the words I speak to you. Go now to your people in exile and speak to them.” Ezekiel 5:10
My heart kinda missed a beat. The people in exile… the Aboriginal people of Australia; the hot, stinking desert & kids that stole my heart. I didn’t want to leave. The thought of not going back up there honestly sent me into a depression.
But what right do I have to go in as a white person & think I can come in and make a difference? Madelaine Dickie said it so perfectly in our previous interview… “Solutions that are non-Aboriginal led don’t work. We know this. For non-Aboriginal people working in this space or eager to work in this space, the best thing you can do is listen. Be comfortable with silence. Be respectful. Meaningful change is possible, by working together under the instruction of senior people, elders and Traditional Owners.”
So what’s the biggest thing I’ve learnt from all this…? God will give you the desires of your heart; but he will also change your heart & your desires to His desires for you… because ultimately it’s not about us. In submitting to Him & letting go of trying to control life, we gain life.
“For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it.” Matthew 16:25
“Seek first the Kingdom of God & his righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.” Matthew 6:33
So pack ya bags folks! And buckle ya seatbelts! Lil ol’ Jem is moving to the dusty old mining town of Port Hedland (2 weeks in already yew). Prayers would be appreciated.
It’s pretty incredible how generational connections to places & people loop back around. Mum & dad lived out in PH before I was born. Fun fact, I was actually conceived in Port Hedland, ha. Dad was the local cop & spent a lot of time with the Aboriginal mob working & training some of them up to be community officers. I’m really proud to say he was truly respected by the indigenous community & elders, simply because he respected them & put in the effort to learn each one of them by name, even cracking a joke upon greeting! He spent a lot of time with Aborigines in the Kimberley, in places like Kalumburu and Oombulgurri. His want to build relationship, & to love & care for them in his role as a policeman, in what has previously been notorious for bad relations, went a long way. There’s one story from dad’s time working out in the sticks of Roebourne… some of the cops would go hunting with the mob and let the prisoners lie on top of the police car with a rifle, shooting kangaroos for tucker. Kanga stew anyone? Pretty rad. Don’t know how legal that is today haha, but yeeehaaa. The story of Australian colonialism & treatment of Aboriginal people is gut-wrenchingly sad. This documentary below will actually give you a profound perspective & understanding of the events that caused the eradication of this people and the decimation of culture.
RECOMMENDED WATCH ( thanks dad ) :
‘Exile And The Kingdom’, produced by Frank Rijavec & made with the YINDJIBARNDI, NGARLUMA, BANYJIMA and GURRAMA people of Roebourne, Western Australia. This documentary breaks down the history & personal experiences of Aboriginal people from pre-colonial times to the imapacts of colonisation, slavery & the mining booms. A must watch for gaining understanding of the generational trauma inflicted, & why the Aboriginal people are where they are today.
Free to watch on SBS On Demand for the next month.
Thank you for reading.